i believe she's happy there=)
she went wif a little smile on her face...
although i wasnt tere wif her coz i was at sch...
IVE DECIDED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON...
well i duno if i can do it
BUD I'LL TRY
juz cast away all the hurt that im feeling...
and give all the love that i can
make all tose hu treat mie bad guiltyyyyy
muahhaahhaahhaa
[dun hold on too long, dun let go too soonX)....]
werenttereatall
thepeoplethatithoughwouldntreallicareformie
actuallycared
wadisthis
mijuzsoinvisiblejuzsomeaninglessisurlives?
maybuallarejuztoobusy
imsorrietoexpectsomuchoutofuall
budiguessimonehuneedslotsofcareconcernlove
owells
ladeedumm
im not alright at all....
[.............]
juz came back frm reunion dinner
muz be wundering huh haben chinese new year...
why reunion dinner??
well its for mi aunt as in she wants to have tis reunion dinner
well start of story...
mi aunt was diagnosed wif pancreatic cancer i 4get wen last year?
frm her healthy self she went thru treatment
and now she's juz skeleton and skin
yup so she was hospitalised bud she wanted to go home and have tis dinner...
and ohh i duno wad 2 sae
i cried standing be4 her...not knowing wad to sae
im such a failure not knowing how to express mi feelings and thought well
mi aunt's sumtimes veh unreasonable
bud she took care of mie wen i was young
and treated mie veh well
seeing her lidat now
so weak so thin almost reaching the end of her life
i juz totally broke down
and im like currently listening to kiss goodbye which is such a bad choice coz the tears start cumin agen....
shesshhh
not gonna blog animr the tears are juz flowing and flowing
cant reali c wad im typin whoops
ani1 hu reads tis PLS PLS PLS pray for a miracle to happen upon mi aunt
buddouallrealicare
life is precious TREASURE it
[='(]
carn stand mi blog its tooo deeeaaadd hahas owells
shiyeng feels retarded tese few daes
esp that dae
mon or tues..4get liao
shiyeng walked into wrng class>.<
she walked into 4L instead of 4K and 4L ppl saw here
so malluuuuu =X
haiiissshhh
that shiyeng arhh so blurr
hahas bud veh farni lol
shirley also follow shiyeng blindly
almost walked into 4L too ;D
later tat dae on mrt shiyeng waved to her junior bud her junior din c
haii nvm shiyeng's alwaes invisible to ppl
ten make shiyeng look retarded agen lol
shiyeng shall join the retarded family if any! hahas
sch's kinda boring now
shiyeng hates the tests and boring lessons and mountains of homework
owells
lollol i like blogging using thrid party so fun! hahas
dun nid type 'i's wheee
shiyeng is laming now due to insufficient sleep
shiyeng also feels kinda lowww tese few daes
lala
yes i so agree wif u mabel;D
well not the tink be4 i blog part
bud i realli feel that im wearin a mask to sch everydae too>.<
anw
lets catch up soon!=D
just the 3 of us u.me.nat
memories ani1??X)
[blah blah black sheepX)....]
suddenly had the urge to post this song...
lol coz that dae in sch was listening to it...yupyup
veh nice tis song=)
anw
about 1 week have passed since sch reopen
so fast....
yup sch's kinda boring
wif lessons and more testsss
and sum sucky teachers O.o
bud most of tem are okay larhx hahas
esp chem teach ms chan i tink
i like suddenly can understand chemistry liao lollol
anw nth special happen in sch larh...
haiii
duno wad to update bout also...
basically coz everyday kinda boring
so keep zi-highing wif shirley
and anngi keep on laughing to HERSELF! hahas
anngi is becuming one of us alreadi~~
hahahs
yep the sch's maddd
now we onli have one 35mins recess
and a 10min break later in the afternoon which we cant get food
can onli go toilet walk here walk tere shesshh-_-
and every lesson is now 35mins
ten we'll have alot of subjects on one dae haiii
hahas...
AND stupid sch onli let us set our target jc must be the top 5 jcs
whyy i can go poly arh? shesshhhh-_-
hahas
did i mention ye4 is stiu our chinese teach?
lol
so exciting ritez? shesshh haha
lalalala
not in the mood of bloggin so now i duno wad to write ler
owells
so i shall stop here hahaha
wheeeeeeeeee
gogo jiayoux bahx ebri1...for the new year
and for the sec4s Os shessh so scary ahhas
uallreallimakemiefeelliketheoutcast
maybeirealliam
[wen i close mi eyes...
ure everywhere....]
